Reminiscing about the night lights of Kampala.
a feeling of sadness about a situation, especially something that you wish you had not done
(Cambridge English Dictionary)
This is in appreciation of all the melanin poppin queens who have embraced their dark skin and kinky hair. You set the standards of beauty against which all should be measured.
Introspection, self-forgiveness, and healing
This was a tough lesson to learn and may take years to master: the need for introspection and self-forgiveness, no matter who or what we believe to be the source of our unhappiness and insecurities.